VLCD#3 - It's a new day.

I haven't weighed in yet. I'm debating on it...it really got me down yesterday and gave me doubts. It's pretty frustrating but I'll get over it.
I decided to take only 50 ml this morning because I'm pretty sure I didn't put enough water in with my hCG. We'll see how it goes today and if I feel hungry. One of the things the guy said was if you're not hungry then it's working. Especially if I'm only eating 500 cals (yesterday less). Fingers Crossed!

I'm pretty excited! My my just booked a flight for Josh (21 yr. old son) to come visit me in  my new home in AZ for my b-day! I get to see him for a whole 5 DAYS! I haven't seen him for over a year and it's killing me. We are so close and I adore him. YAY! I wrote an email to my mom this morning thanking her and said I lost 4 pounds. I guess I'm writing it so it WILL HAPPEN! Usually when I say things out loud or type/write, things happen in my favor so...

Last night after I posted, I got some hunger pains...not really bad...just miss bread a little. BF came home and had a glass of wine in front of me and I could smell it. Honestly, it didn't even smell good to me! That's a great sign. I don't want to quit drinking forever but I know that is one thing I can't have if I want to get this weight off. It still boggles my mind how I managed to do it a couple years ago and I partied all the time. I was working out hard core and I guess I could also chalk it up to a divorce. I hate that the only time I lose big is when I go through break-ups. I want to stay with BF but it has crossed my mind. (ISNT THAT HORRIBLE?)

Coffee with 1 TBLS 1/2 n 1/2
Orange
1/2 chicken breast with 1 cup of chicken broth (spicy chicken "chili") This was really filling and good. I couldn't believe I made this with absolutely no oil.
Filet Mignon sliced on spinach leaves dressed with apple cider vinegar
Strawberry "sorbet"

Day 3 and no booze. I kinda wanted something a little this evening but I drank water like crazy and tea.
I did have a couple of cravings for carbs and sweets...but I didn't cheat. I decided to workout this week and see how it goes.